Amar jonmer porpor jeta
amake bola hoto ta silo
"Ey meye tar ma-baba
dujoneri mukh khub ujjol
korbe". Hoyto sobai khub
khusi hoyei kothagulo
bolto. Kenona ektukro
chader moto sundor
futfute ekti shishu,jar
jonmo hoyesilo Eid'r din
Sukrobar. Ami ektu ektu
kore boro hote laglam r
amar soundorjo aro
prokash pete thaklo. Amar
baba silen ekjon garment
bebosayi. Dhaka,
Narayangonj r Gazipur a
silo tar 15ti garments. Maa
prothom dikey chakri
korten air hostess
hishebe Biman a. Kintu
prem kore baba k biye
korar por chakri sere
dilen. Ey nye baba'r
ovijoger onto silona.Amar
baba silen khubi
shadhincheta ekjon
manush. Tar boktobbo
silo-"Amar etogulo
factory te hajar hajar
mohila kaj koren,othocho
amar stree hoye tumi
grihini hoye bashay boshe
thakbe! Olosh mostishko
shoitaner karkhana!"
kothagulo ami prothom
dike bujhtam na. Amar
kase mone hoto baba
keno sudhu sudhu chakri
korte bolse! Amader ki
aro takar proyojon? Na,
baba to ma'r hat khoroch
hishebe onek taka
den,chakri korle ma ja
peto tar cheye 5gun
beshi. Ami kono somadhan
petam na. Amar boyoser r
10ta meyer tulonay ami
silam nitantoy gadha!
Tokhon amar boyos 9 par
hoyese matro. Amader
bashay 3jon kajer lok,1jon
mali,2jon driver,1jon
manager kaj korto. Kajer
loker moddhe 2jon silo
16/17 bosor boyosi,arekjon
35/36,naam silo-
Sahana,Maleka &
Rashedar Ma. Ami tokhon
frok pori. Buker maap
tokhono change hoyni.
Ekdin dekhi Sahana amar
room poriskar korte ese
faka room a (hoyto
vebesilo ami ney! Ami silam
toilet a) aynar samne
dariye jamata oporey tule
bukdutote hat buliye
buliye dekhse. Ami obak
hoye gelam jokhon
dekhlam-Sahana'r patla
sorire vari duto dudh fule
onek boro hoye gese! Ami
bujhte dilam na,j,ami oy
room a asi Thik same
ghotona Malekake ekdin
korte dekhesilam.Sahana r
Maleka amar room a rate
thakto. Ek rate amar
ghum majh rate venge
gelo. Sahana r Maleka
tokhon ghum a kada
hyet.Amar room thke
baba mar room coridoor
dye ektu vetorer dike. Ami
room theke ber hoye mar
kase ghumabo jonno mar
room er dike egye gelam.
Gye dorja alto kore
dhakka dye room er vetor
dhuklam. Alo jalano silo
kintu room a keu ney. Mar
dressing roomta baba bed
room er motoy boro kore
banyese,sekhane khub
sundor r boro ekta devine
o ase. Dressing room er
dorjay darye amar sara
sorir diye ekta sihoron
chole gelo! Ma du pa fak
kore devine a shoa,r baba
mar jonite mukh dye ki
jeno chuse khacse! Ami
ek dour dye amar room a
eshe bisanay shuye
hapate laglam!Kintu kono
ek ojana moho amake
abar sey room a tene nye
gelo. Ami ebar ja dekhlam
ta amar nijeri bissas holo
na. Kenona,mar sotto joni
te baba tar eya lomba r
mota nunu dhukacse r ber
korse. R ma bethay kokiye
uthse. Amar khub rag holo
babar upor,ma ki emon
oporadh korese j baba
evabe ma k marse. Ami
amar room a fire gye
balish a mukh guje kadte
laglam! Pordin baba chole
gelo Singapore. Ki jeno ek
business er kaje. Ami
Mastermind school a
portam,tai khub sokale
uthe garite kore driver
chacha amake niye ber
hoto school er uddesshe.
Sedin school theke ferar
poth a hothat amar
chachato vai Arafat er
sathe dekha. Arafat vaia
ektu shemla but darun
manly & handsome
chehara. Amar ey chacha
dentist. Malibagh a tar
ekta dental college ase.
Arafat vaiao naki babar
moto dentist hobe! Ami
khub posondo kortam vaia
k. Soto belay kotodin
amake kol a kore niye
****olokkhar tir a ghurye
enesilo! Onek bar amake
sishu park niye gesilo.
Amader bashay elei amar
jonno ekgada chocolet
niye ashto. Shey vaia k
dhanmondite dekhe ami
gari theke matha ber kore
chitkar kore daak dilam
"Kala vaia"... Amar dak
sune vaia amader garir
kase ese bollo,"Ki re
picchi soytan,kemon
asish?" Ami ekgal heshe
bollam valo. Tarpor vaia
bollo porikkha sesh,tai
ekta laptop kinlo. Ami khub
excited. Coz pc thakleo
baba amake game khelte
dey na,vaia k kono vabe
potye jodi bashay niye
jete pari t**** mon vore
game khelte partam! Tai
vaia k raji korlam amader
bashay giye koykdin
thakte. Vaia amar sathe
oder bashay giye bag a
kapor r laptop ta niye
chacha-chachi k bole
amader bashy chollo.
Amar 1mash summer
vacation,tai ey ekmash
konovabe vaia k atke
rekhe game khelar shadh
mitiye nitam! Babao 1mash
por deshe firben. Amar
anondo r dekhe ke?
Bashay giyei amar moddhe
ekta osukh abiskar
korlam! Koikdin dhorey pet
a pain silo,gosol korte giye
dekhlam amar panty te
rokto! Ami chitkar kore
ma k deke bathroom a
ene bollam amar kete
gese,kintu kothay kete
gese ta bujhlam na,kintu
joni diye rokto porse,ami
bodhoy morey jabo,ey
bole vison kanna jure
dilam. Ma hashte hashte
pete khil dhorye fello.
Amar khub rag holo,ami
bollam amar koster
kotha,r ma hashse! Ma
tokhon amake bujhye bollo
j ekhon theke onekdin
porjonto proti mash a
amar emon hobe! Ami
ghrinay shiure uthlam.
Tokhon ma amake ek
packet Senora napkin dilo
r kivabe porte hoy
dekhiye dilo. Ami ottonto
ghrina nye beparta ayotto
korlam. Bashay Arafat
vaia,r tar samne giye jodi
amar divider ba shorts a
rokto lege thake! Ki lojja
ki lojja!Prothom din
saradin bisanay ghumye
katalam. Vai j kothay,tar
khojtukuo nite parlam na.
Er moddhey ekti din sesh
hoye gelo. Rat a ma
amake tule khaoalo.
Tarpor ekta pain killer
diye amak ghum parye dilo.
Kintu majh rate fishfish
sobdo sune amar ghum
venge gelo. Dekhi amar
room er dorja khola,
mejhete maleka suye ase
du pa fak kore,r driver
chacha tar
nunu ......dhukacse r bar
korse maleka'r jonir vetor.
Amar kanna pelo,Maleka ki
emon dosh korese j driver
chacha take petacse?
Maleka hothat bole uthlo
"Arektu jorey den,arektu
jorey...ha ha khub aram
paitasi,arektu
jore,ummmmmm ahhhhh
aro jore,aaaaaaaaaaa"
tarpor dekhi driver
chacha khub jore jore
komor koyekbar jhakiye
dhop kore malekar buker
opor suye porlo. Ami khub
obak hoye lokkho
korlam,amar nijero icsa
hote laglo erokom kisu
korar! Ami AC'r moddheo
ghamte laglam! Pordin
maleka k eka deke niye
sob ja ja dekhesi bollam.
Sune khub voy pelo
maleka,tarpor jokhon ami
asshosto korlam je
kaukeo bolbo na ekshorte
jodi puro bishoy ta amake
she janay tokhon she
bollo,"Maiago vodar vitre
betago dhon dhukaya
chudle duijoney khub aram
pay,eto aram j mone loy
haradin dhoira chudtey
thaki,kintu ekkhan
somoissha,betago dhoner
mal jodi amgo vodar vitre
pore taile kintu pulapain
hoia jaibo!" Ami obak
hoye jiggesh korlam,"Tar
mane amar jonmow
hoyese evabey?Ta tumi j
korle? Tomar baccha
hobe na?" Tokhon
Maleka uttor dilo,"Ami to
bori khai,r jodi bori na
khaitam-taile c+o+n+d+o
+m poira chudto driver
betay" Ami matha mundu
kisui bujhlam na,sudhu
etukui bujhlam kothagulo
bolte giye maleka lojjay lal
hoye jacsilo,r amar kemon
jeno lagsilo,sobcheye
birokto lagsilo etai j amar
sorir diye bichitro ek
nesha dhorano gondho
ber hocsilo,jar sathe amar
ager kono porichoy
ney...Shebar shey 1mash j
kondikdiye sesh hoye gelo
ter paini.Arafat vaia
amader bashay 2din
silo,tarpor tar friendra
mile Saint Martins jawar
plan koray vaia chole
giyesilo. But kotha diyesilo
j er por sujog kore
obossoy amader bashay
eshe besh kisudin
thakbe.SSC te vaiar
result khub valo
hoyesilo.College a vorti
howa niye ektu busy
thakay amar shathe vaiar
r dekha hoyni.2to bosor
kete gelo. Ey 2 bosore
ullekh korar moto j
ghotona gulo ghotesilo ta
holo- 1.Maleka pregnant
hoye poray take driver
chachar sathe biye diye
dilo baba. Tarpor amader
servent's quarter a oder
jonno basha diye dewa
holo. 2.Ami Amar room a
eka thakte suru korlam.
3.Baba aro 5ta garment r
ekta ship kinlo.Eto busy
hoye gelo business niye j
amar sathey dekha hoto
mash a 3/4 bar. 4.Ma
amader school a teacher
hishebe join korlo,r din din
jeno ma aro beshi sundor
r akorshonio hoye uthte
laglo. 5.Ami onekta boro
hoye gelam!Ekhon amake
32 size er bra porte hoy!
Jodio amar boyosh tokhon
matro 14periyese!
Onekgulo karon royese er
pesone. Ami shishu
academy te gaan sikhtam.
Nach sekhar issao silo. Ma
k bollam jokhon,ma ekjon
ostad k bashay ashar
jonno bole dilen. Ostad k
ami ostadjee bole daktam.
Amar tokhono ston
valovabe otheni. Kintu
ritusrab suru hoyese
6mash age. Ostadjee
prothom prothom khub
valovabey gaan,nach r art
sekhate laglen. Ami khub
kom somoye bishoygulo
ayotto kore fellam.
Ostadjeer boyos silo 60r
kasakasi,ma onake chacha
boley dakto. Amades kola
chorcha'r jate kono rokom
beghat na ghote sejonno
saader opore je room
duto ase,tate amar kola
chorcha cholte laglo.
Jotokkhon na ami niche
neme ashi totokkhon ma
kaukeo opore jete diten
na,amonki nijeo jeten na
amar kola chorchar
beghat ghotar asonkay.
Ey sujogta oy lucsa buro
kaje lagalo. Prae amake
tar kotha moto jama
khulte hoto,uni bolten
"Bokkho na thakile
nrittokola purnota pae
na,tomar bokkhodoy
jahate oti sighro unthito
hoy tahar nimitte ami
protteho 10minute dhoria
tomar bokkho lehon
koribo." Ha,uni amar na-
otha dudhgulo kamor diye
r chuse chuse bariye
tolar mohan daittoti nilen!
Kisudin jawar por bollen
"Vari nitombo na thakile
nrittokola purnota pae
na,tomar nitombodoy
jahate oti sighro unthito
hoy tahar nimitte ami
protteho 10minute dhoria
tomar joni lehon koribo."
Er por theke uni niomito
amake nogno kore amar
dudh r joni 1ghonta dhore
chuse khete laglen!
Prothom prothom ghrina r
lojja lagleo porer dike
amar nesha hoye giyesilo.
Jedin uni ashten na,ami
nije onar bashay giye hajir
hotam.Majhe majhe uni
jonite angul dhokanor
chesta korten,kintu ami
vison betha petam jonno
ami angul dite ditam na.R
aj obolilay bola jay uni
sofol. Kenona amar
ucchota 5'2"inch,figure
slim but buker maap 32 r
nitombo 35 ey 14 bosor
boyoshey! 1bosor amake
nach!gaan! R art!
Sekhanor por obosso
ostadjee kolkata chole
gelen! Tobe ekta jinish tar
valo silo,uni silen
nopungsok,tai kokhono
amar sathe jounokria
korar chesta
korenni,ekbar ami tar
sisno dekhte cheyesilam
kintu amake tini dekhan
ni.Ostadjee ney 6mash
hoye gelo. J nesha tini
amake dhorye dye gelen
ta amake kure kure khete
laglo. Erokom somoye ami
dhanmondi "FAMININE" a
giye ekta jontro kine
anlam jar naam
"VIBRATOR". Ey jontroa
chalu kore vogankur er
opore dhore rakhte
hoy,t**** naki feelings
hoy. Abar jonir vetoreo
naki dhokano jay,tokhon
chorom feelings hoy. But
ami besh kisudin try
korlam but kono lav
holona. Chamrar mukher
shad ki jontro dite pare!
Ami trisnarto
silam,trisnartoi roye gelam.
Ostadjee amake ki ek
nesha dhorye dilo! Ey
nesha to chorom
sorbonasha! Ar amar ey
sorbonash theke uddhar
pete ekdin jid korey ekta
angul dhukiye dilam amar
jonir vetor,prochondo pain
r bleeding niye vugte holo
koyekdin, amar trisna
apatoto sthito holo.Arafat
vaia hothat ekdin hajir.
Baba Australia te,ma suti
niye bashay,r amar exam
seshe 15diner vacation.
Sob miliye ekta anonder
jhor boye gelo amader
upor diye! HSC exam diye
kisudin ektu relax thakte
chay vaia,tai tader VOXY
niye chole eshese amader
niye Saint Martins g****
ashbe bole. Amra sobai
sanonde raji. Arafat
vaia,ma,ami tinjone mile
pordin vor a rowna dilam...
Arafat vaia j eto valo
driving korte pare ta amar
jana silona. Tir'er bege
sutse gari othocho
etotukuo gorbor hochsilo
na chalanote. Ami ar
sotto sey meyeti ney,ey
kothata bodhoy vaia
bemalum vule gese,taito
ektu porpor jiggesh korse
"Ki re picchi soytan,kisu
khabi naki,ektu rest nibi
naki,bomi korbi naki?"
Sarata poth a eshob
kotha bole amake birokto
kore marlo! Mukhe birokti
dekhaleo vetore vetore
ami khub enjoy korsilam!
Poth a besh koyekbar
refreshment biroti diyeo
1tay giye Chittagong
pousalam. Chittagong a
amader bari ase. Prae
purotai vara dewa,tobe
ekta room attached bath
soho amader jonno rakha
thake. Baba business'r
kaje ekhane ele thaken.
Amrao caretaker k agey
bole rekhesilam,tai
jhokjhoke room a dhukey
ami bisanay shuye porlam.
Ekhan theke 2toy rowna
dewa hobe. Ma bathroom
a gelen gosol
korte,Arafat vaia
caretaker k garita dhuye
rakhte bole room a eshe
fresh hoye boshlo ma'r
gosol sesh hobar por.
Cox'sBazar eo amader
bari ase,tobe shetar 1ta
boro flat sara bakigulo
guest house hishebe vara
dewa hoy.
4bed,drawing,kitchen,dining
ar 5ta bathroom er
amader flat ta amar khub
posonder. Cox'sBazar
pousey gelam sunset
dekhte. Sondha porjonto
thaklam. Off season
howay ......lok-jon kom silo.
Tarpor amra gelam pordin
SaintMartins jabar
bebostha korte,vaia ekta
micro vara korlo-vor bela
amader niye Teknaf a
pouse debar jonno, r
Keari Sinbad ship er
ticket katlo, Hotel
reservation complete
korlo. Er por amra fire
gelam flat a, giyei 3jon 3
bathroom dhuke gelam
fresh gosol korte. Ektu
por caretaker ekta
chakma meyeke diye gelo
bashar kajkormo korar
jonno. Rannar jonno ekta
baburchi silo but ma bollo
ma nijey ranna korbe.
Chakma meyetar naam silo
Lipi,obossoy bangali
naam,meyetar ma
Chakma,kintu baba
bangali,tai sheo sudhu
cheharay chakma holeo
adote puropuri bangali. Lipi
jehetu amari boyoshi silo
tai onek vab hoye gelo
Lipir sathe. Raat 11tay
amra khawa sere
ghumute gelam coz vor a
uthte hobe. Arafat vaia
Keari Sinbad a arekta
seat baralo Lipir jonno. Lipi
amar room a mejhete
bisana kore ghumiye
gelo...Chakma meyera khub
provu-vokto hoy,debotar
moto mane tar monib k.
Tar proman pelam raat
2tor somoy. Hotha ghum
venge dekhi Lipi amar
room a ney, room er dorja
halka kore khola,ami
bisana theke namlam
bathroom g**** ese abar
ghumiye porbo shey
uddesshe. Kintu nemey ja
dekhlam! Drawing room er
sofay Arafat vaia boshe
ase, tar track suit ektu
namano,sekhan theke
bishal kalo kuchkuche ekta
sishno ber kora ja fule
ase ar Lipi dui hat diye
dhore rekhe ta onoboroto
chusey cholese! Ek fake
takiye dekhlam ma tar
room er pordar aral theke
drisshota dekhe chole
gelo,ami mone mone
vablam,ar bodhoy berano
holo na.Hoyto ma ekhan
thekey kal sokale Dhaka
fire jabe! Monta ektu
kharap hoye gelo,tobuo
vaiar birjo puropuri ber na
howa porjonto puro
drissho ami aral theke
dekhlam. Lipir mukhe birjo
dhele thanda hoye vaia
Lipi k 500takar ekta note
dilo. Lipi khub khusi mon a
fire eshe shuye porlo! Ami
chinta korlam kal jehetu
firey jabo tai ey sujogta
ektu kaje lagye ney! Ami
Lipi k deke tullam,tarpor
mukh valo kore dhuye
ashte bole ami mone mone
thik korlam ki bolbo. Er
moddhe Lipi chole elo,ami
amar skirt ta gutiye panty
namiye shuye porlam.
Tarpor ar kisu bole dite
holo na,Lipi nijey amar
jonite mukh diye tar kaj
suru kore dilo,ami chitkar
kore uthte giyeo theme
gelam,eto aram! Eto
shanti! Kotodin por!
Onkkhon dhore kheye
kheye amar **** ghotye
fello Lipi! Amio khub shanti
peye 500takar ekta note
dilam Lipi k. Khub shantir
ekta ghum diye ghum
vanglo vor6tay!!!...Amake
ekebarey obak kore diye
ma amake vor a ghum
theke othalen! Ami ektu
didha niye uthlam,tarpor
dekhi ma khub shavabik
Arafat vaia k nasta
dilen,amakeo dilen. Tarpor
micro chole ele amra 4jon
rowna dilam Teknaf'r
uddesshe. Ki voyonkor
sey poth! Aka-bakb,uchu-
nichu,amar akekbar eto
voy korte laglo! Saint
Martins Island a ekta
cottage vara kore nilo
vaia. Shurute jevabe
thakbo bole vebesilam,ta
bodle fela holo. Keari
Sinbad sere dilo... Jodio ami
ageo gyesi Saint Martins
a,tobuo ajker journeyta
silo beshi anonder,onekdin
por ager raat a ami halka
hoyesilam! Sinbad'r pise
pise ure ashsilo ojosro
belehash/pankouri,tader
mukhorito kolotan shunte
shunte pouse gelam
